Saturday, December 10, 2011
just keep hoping ;(
Kan best, ehh bukan, sbnrnye dah lame teringin nak ade sorg lelaki yg baik, rapat giler dgn aku. Bkn coup ehh, mcm teman tp mesra laa.
Sume masalah lelaki tu dy cerita kat aku, sume rahsia dea, dea share dgn aku. kisah hidup dea, history of his life, everything he tends to share with me. Takde satu pun dy sorok dari aku.
And aku nak jdkan dea tmpt aku meluahkan sume perasaan aku. Segala benda kita share.
Aku pun nak dea layan aku mcm dy lyn girlf sendri. Caring, baik hati, cool, handsome. Hahaa tp aku nak anggap dea mcm kwn yg rapat je, taknak lebih lebih. Best kan, hahaa.
he aslo there when i was sick, when i'm about to faint, when i'm going to die.
i want to love him really much as a close friend.
Pastu dy pun jenis yg rajin teman aku g shopping, jalan jalan. Bler kuar je nak ajak dy. temankan aku. Gelak gelak. Tp tak lebih sekadar kawan laa.
Then bler aku kawin nti aku pun nak jemput dea. Hahaa.
OmG, this is what i actually hope for.
Im too stupid for hopping something that could never come true ><
lol, its already 5.21a.m, and i havent sleep, haha byebyee.
going to have a nightmare <3